Quite some time didn't update. Its October! And time is running out... Panic? Yes. Worried? Yes. Moody? Yes. Its the last week of this school term, this school year, and my whole school education (for Secondary only... =X) Hais... will miss everyone a lot!!! Especially my friends, classmates... and there is one that I tried to forget, but couldn't... I just can't shake that person off my mind... =( Sigh... My mind is in a mess now... I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say... Nvm, should just concentrate on 'O' Levels.
But I think I'm about to go crazy... Stress, pressure, everything. I can't even find a moment to stop. What can I do? Go to school, do homework, study, eat, sleep, go to school, do homework, study, eat, sleep and nothing else... What kind of life is this? I don't want it... What am I gonna do after the 'O's? Have a good sleep at the last day of exams. No meals, no computer, no music... I m going to sleep all the way... After the prom nite... haha, watch anime, play computer, hang out... that's the life I want...
Oh man, Nicholas Yeo hadn't been in school for the past... whole week? Tuesday, had tongue infection and ulcers... Ok nvm... Wednesday, still didn't go to school. Thursday... 'fungi' on the bottom part of his body... Don't want to say where. Today morning, he passed out tapeworms... Eww... afternoon, fever... Aiyoyo... he still have mood to go chalet... Don't want go Chem focus, then go chalet.... Don't know how to describe him... I told him, "You don't have to come to school on Monday as well lah."
Jonathan's birthday is tomorrow... Nicholas Yeo's is coming soon too... Hais... But I pity those whose birthdays are on 'O' Levels. It will be sad, moody, with stress...
Not updating much from now, until the end of... 'O' Levels... My father is gonna restrict me from using the com soon... just have to bear with it...
"My thoughts are full of you. My tears fall because of you. But now, everything is coming to an end. I know its all over... between us. I wished I could turn back time, but that may not be a good choice. I wished I could forget you, but that may not be possible. For now, lets just bid farewell to each other... This may be the best ending for us."
